good good bad.
DON’T TRY SO HARD. those who are impressed should be just because you’re you. NEVER ask for acceptance. focus on the good. your support system. the people who are cheering for you. those who love you for who you are. because they’re the ones who are going to be there near the end.
can we try
once upon a time, cow and lion fell in love. lion loved cow so much, he decided one day to bring home the fattest deer to share with cow. cow knew something was off but she ate the prey and later became very very sick. cow loved lion though. so every time lion brought home a bloody meal, cow would hold back nausea and share in his hunted prize. cow loved lion so much, she decided to bring lion...
it’s funny because sometimes, i just want a stable relationship with no drama. no fights. no craziness but then i realize… i’m dramatic and crazy.
put in work.
the serotonin levels in my brain right now are just off.
When scaling and a giant piece of calculus manages...
i remember thinking, “this is ALL i want right now. if i can get it, i’ll be happy.” but when i got it, i wanted more. i wasn’t happy. it wasn’t ALL i wanted after all.
not the best thinking
everything i know in a relationship is a gamble. you meet him by chance. or according to you, by “luck”. you start slow. being very careful not to show your cards. the thrill. the cycles of winning and losing hands. it both lures you to buy into the next round but guilts you into thinking it’s maybe time to stand up and call it quits. as time passes, you realize, you’re...
shake my head
dear boys and girls who think it’s “fun” or a thrill to flirt with the “already taken”. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? now i know some people have this theory that “well if it was that easy to break the two of you up, it wasn’t meant to be in the first place”. i’m assuming they mean that if two people had a strong, healthy relationship, a little...
i lived my entire life believing that there was “the one” but apparently, we all have multiple “the ones” we shape the people we interact with and they in turn, shape you. you mould each other into your “one” this “one” is temporal. it’s dynamic. so in essence, you choose who “that one” will be and it’s not predetermined. ...
documenting the worst day in the history of my...
i sure know how to pick my careers. dentistry is a high risk occupation when it comes to exposure to HIV, Hep B and Hep C. that is why, before starting your program, we must ensure that all students are vaccinated against Hep B and that is also why all students are rigorously taught the protocol following a percutaneous injury during treatment. oh but stupid carmen. she decides to go resharpen...
the most important lesson
he said to me, “you WANT to be with him right now but you don’t NEED him. there’s a very thin line between thinking you WANT someone and thinking you NEED them. don’t cross it carm”
is this really what you want?