bug
they inoculated you. unexpectedly. what’s happening? the bitterness and loneliness is bleeding through every word you speak, the way you treat people. your present mentality. it’s not only ugly. it’s infectious.
and like every infectious disease, yours does a good job of hiding from its host. you’re getting sicker by the minute and your symptoms are affecting all who surround you.
yet you’re in denial. you disguise your illness with fancy words. drinking. pretending that this is the life you’ve always wished for.
get help. you’re sick.